I don't even know what to say.
Though I feel like I should say something.
Maybe it's because since I heard the news that we had lost another member (and a child at that) of the diabetes community to Dead in Bed Syndrome I have tried my absolute hardest not to think about it.
But it's there anyway.
It's there in the way that tears start to fall any time I allow my mind to go there.
It's there in the way I find myself so freaking mad that diabetes is my daughter's reality.
It's there every single time I haul my tired ass out of bed to make sure Elise's is still breathing.
It's there when I pray for a cure.
It's there when I hug her for about the hundredth time today.
It's there when I don't want to let her go. Ever.
I am so totally heart broken for the family that lost their 13 year daughter to this insidious disease. I cannot imagine the pain. In fact, I'm expending a whole lot of energy trying not to.
Instead, I will add my voice to the rallying cry for a cure.
Let it come soon.
10 months ago
I wish we could all be together at times like these....praying for all of our babies and Eilish's memory.
ReplyDeleteme too Wendy... Me too.
ReplyDeleteyes yes yes. *internet hug*
ReplyDelete((HUG)) I think beyond anything to know how many of us spend night after night loosing sleep in fear. In fear. Gosh darn it, really...this is just too much. I pray for each and every one of you daily. I pray for comfort through the fear and above all I pray that our babies are all safe.
ReplyDelete*big ol' group cyber hug*
ReplyDeleteand then yes, let us continue to unite, educate, and advocate for a cure...
Yes, let it come soon!
ReplyDeleteHoping and praying for it to come SOON! Hugs to all of you who live the same life...even if it is in my computer!
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