Why, you write haiku in your head, with a diabetes twist. And rename it dia-ku, all the while laughing maniacally at yourself in your very sleep-deprived state.
(I won't mention that this was the second night in a row that we had high BGs because of blood in the cannula - oops, I just did).
So that's what I found myself doing last night instead of sleeping. Fred is out of town and I was afraid with all that insulin coursing through her body, Elise would drop dangerously low. So I wrote some haiku and thought I'd share some of my craziness. Join me, won't you?
High, then low, then high
Who needs to sleep anyway?
Stupid growth hormones
Who needs to sleep anyway?
Stupid growth hormones
Darkness surrounds us
489? WTF!
Time to change your pump
489? WTF!
Time to change your pump
High BG, ketones
Why won't these corrections work?
Diabetes sucks
Why won't these corrections work?
Diabetes sucks
The new term you have coined is certainly the work of a wordsmith.
ReplyDeleteSo sorry you're having rough nights. Thanks so much for sharing your pump experiences. We are hoping to go robotic in a few months and its been an education, I just wish it was a bit easier for you.
ReplyDeleteLove this!
ReplyDeleteYour brain works in amazing ways ;)
Sorry about those highs...on the rare occasion we deal with highs like that -- especially at night -- it's a sure sign that something is wrong with her infusion.
I'm sure you've fixed it by now and have gone on to conquer those numbers like a super hero!
Hope tonight is better than ever!!!!!
Oh so sorry this is happening! Love your haiku though. You will get it all figured out!
ReplyDeleteLove the haiku! Timely, as my 8 year old is learning about haiku this week in her class!
ReplyDeleteYou are simply amazing! Wishing you sweet dreams and numbers/pumps that behave.
ReplyDeleteFrom where did this come?
ReplyDeleteYour guess is as good as mine.
Diabetes SUCKS!
Hope tonight is much, much better!
Bean's been dealing with some stubborn highs the past few nights, too, but thankfully they haven't required much more than a couple of serious corrections and temp basals!
HUGS!!!
I'm sorry about the sucky circumstances, but I love the dia-kus!!
ReplyDeletei have missed your voice
ReplyDeleteglad to be catching up now
two more posts to go
(hope elise's BGs finally settled down and you got some sleep)